I wish your name would come up on my phone again, I wish you would wait for me like how you did after every class, I wish you would make me laugh at all the stupid shit you said, I wish I didn’t have such high expectations so they wouldn’t lead to disappointments, I wish you fought for what we had even though it wasn’t much, I wish we didn’t act like we’re complete strangers, I wish it wasn’t over because it isn’t for me… but it is. & I need to get the fuck over it…